I need fresh air now ...

Another day that happens and I still feel the same trap. Feel pain in all muscles of the body. Paulo has
given me a lot of attention but even so I feel better. The reality of having an abortion again is killing me.
Not an easy task to deal with myself in the mirror. I remember once when we were on the way to Coimbra I told him I had turned off my biological clock to time ... he comforted me saying they would re-connect it. right now i was feeling good with our relationship ...
I need fresh air now ...